idk ne more im in so much pain i dont kno wat to do nd im so fuckin down nd depressed i hate life so much right no bcuz im so confused. i love jordyn so much but with all the shyt goin on ive had time to think about my real self nd ive thought bout me nd jordyn [kaggy] nd idk wat to do bcuz i love them so much but im just confused bout my self ne more nd for my really close friends who kno the real me will understand this but for others it will b difficult nd im in love with jordyn nd i want to b with her but idk i havent slept since friday nd ive been thinkin bout my life non stop nd the part with jordyn is great im just so down nd idk wat to do but ima go so u can call if u want but idk wat to do so yea bye evryone